It hurts my brain to speculate outside of thresholds of modern cosmology and physics. I personally believe that life and the physic of our universe,as far we can see with our amazing telescopes and beyond, are probably cogs in some unfathomable, undescribable machine - After all, all Life is composed of trillions of living cells which are composed of elements which are composed of atoms which are composed fo subatomic particles which are composed of quarks...thats how far the list goes down so far the rest is pure speculation, as is most cosmology - that is in turn itself a machine that is again only a smaller part of something bigger. And how long it keeps going in this manner, humans will not be around to presume.
So let's just smoke weed eat shit and fuck ay?
I guess the only way I can reconcile the infinitly large with the infinitly small is by imagining the two somehow loop into each other.
One interesting thing is that humans are about the halfway point in size between atoms and a full grown daddy star.
What to do with these patterns?

