by Zakbot » Wed Feb 20, 2008 10:29
I talk way too loud, suck at all sports, suck at conversating, I have obscure notions or ideas. Sometimes it feels as if I lack a social filter in my head. I say the wrong thing at the wrong time and I tend to talk loud which ensures that all the wrong people hear it. I don't understand the unusual gait, I don't think I do. The whole social hinderance thing isn't all that bad, I've learned to deal with it for the most part, and it's made me a terrible liar, which isn't a bad thing, I don't believe. Alot of times I have trouble determining what is and isn't appropriate to say. These days it's not so bad but when I was in school, life sucked. My motor skills suck, as displayed in martial arts classes I used to take and fail at. At least I'm smarter than alot of other people! Haha. Ooh, in addition, I sort of have this tic in my hands, defined as 'finger flapping', I cover it up and it isn't noticable, and no one has ever noticed. Also, I hate the way certain fabrics feel, like my mom's couch is made out of some weird fabic and I cannot sit on it unless there's a sheet or something. Just thinking about it makes me squirm. There are other fabrics and materials I can't touch either. I'm ultra sensitive to light and sound. I can't sleep unless the room is pitch black and even the light from an alarm clock will keep me up all night. There are a thousand more things, these are just stuff I have to deal with on a day to day basis. I don't think it's bad at all.